Aaj me apni love stori likhane ja rahi hu…… wo stori jo maine aaj tak kisise nahi kahi…yahatak ki jis se pyar karti hu use bhi abhi tak nahi bataya..
Hum dono bachpan se sath hi padhe the. School bhi ek hi tha. Hum school ek sath aate jate the.wo mujhse bahut darta he Q ki me pahle se hi bahut strong rahi hu.. mujhe kabhi bhi ladko se baat karna achcha nahi lagta tha. Seven std ke bad me apni buwa ke ghar gayi.. mammi aur papane mujhe aagegi padhai ke liye wahi par chhod diya…maine 10th waha par hi complete ki aur fir mai humare ghar aa gayi . jab mai waha par aayi tab mujhe pata chala ki mayur abhi waha nahi he..wo apni aageki padhai karne ke liye apne gaav gaya tha aur ye bhi pata chala ki uske pitaji ab is duniya me nahi rahe.. mujhe ye sunkar bahut duk hua. Par mere pas aisa koi rasta nahi tha ki mai us se contact kar saku..kuch din bit gaye. Mere 10th ka result aane wale the. mai use lene apni buwaji key aha gayi thi . apne ghar aane ke baad mujhe pata chala ki wo bhi gaav se aa gaya he..mai turant us se milne uske ghar gai par wo kahi bahar gaya tha..maine 11th me admission le liya.. kuch din bad collage shuru ho gaya.. collage ke pahale din mai nikli to bus stop par wo khada tha. Mai bahut khush hui..tab mujhe pata chala ki usne bhi usi collage me ad. Liya he…mai use aur bante karna chahti thi par utne me bas aa gayi aur haum collage gaye.. us din se hum roz sath aate the..wo kabhi kabhi mere ghar bhi aaya karta tha, mujhe us se bante karna bahut achcha lagta tha. Par wo kabhi bhi mujhse khulkar baant nahi karta. Aise hi two years bit gaye . Humare 12th ke exam chalu the.
Humara last twelve ka pepper tha us din mai bahut hi khush thi…pepper de kar mai ghar jaane ke liye nikli tabhi mujhe uska phone aa gaya . usne mujhe kaha ki mujhe tumse milna he abhi, mai thodi hairan si ho gai aur thodi khush bhi. Mujhe laga shayad aaj wo mujhe apne pyar ka izhar kar dega par aisi koi baat nahi…actuali use mere chhoti bahan ke liye gift kharidna tha, par mai khuch aur hi samajh baithi.. usne mere chhoti bahan ke liye fish aur ek chhotasa fish tank kharida .hum dono ghar aa gaye… ghar aane me thodi deri hui thi, mai bahut dar gayi thi ki, shayad mammi datengi. Par wo mujhe ghar chodne aa gaya… usne mummi se kaha ki uske wajah se mujhe ghar aane me deri ho gai..
Fir us din ke baad mai use aur hi pasand karne lagi… mujhe har wakt uske phone ka intzar laga rehta..par wo kabhi kabar phone karta. Fir ek din wo mere ghar aa gaya. Mere ghar me koi nahi tha mai bus akeli thi . use laga ki shayad yeh achchi baat nahi ki hum dono akele ghar me….usne sirf paani piya aur turant jaane laga. Tab maine use roka…maine kaha are ase bhi q dar rahe ho.. hum dono baant karte baithe…… apni bachpan ki bante… apni school ki baante.. tab maine aise hi pucha ki….kya wo kisise pyar karta he… tab usne kaha ki haan…. Meri aankhone jaise chamak si jha gai .. maine thode sharmate hi uska naam pucha…usne naam bataya..ANJANA. meri pairo tali jamin khisak gai.. maine fir pucha usne wohi jawab diya.. fir usne mujhe sab bataya ki wo anjana se 4 saal pahale yaani ki 8th std me mila tha tabhi se unka affair chal raha tha..lekin anjana ne uske sath dhoka kiya…usne mujhe batayaki.. jab hum last 12th ke pepper ke baad mile the..to us wakt anjana ne hume dekha tha.. aur use laga ki hum donoka kuch chakkar chal raha he.. mai yeh sunkar shok ho gai .. usne bataya ki jab hum us time fish kharidne gaye the tab anjana ko laga ki hum dono boting karne gaye he..
Mayur bata raha tha. Aur mai sunn hokar uski baante sun rahi thi. Mayur ne aage bataya ki ab anjana ki shadi ho chuki he. Aur usne love marriage kar liya he..wo bahut apset hua… baant karte karte wo ro ne laga…. Maine use kaha ki ab use bhul jaao shayad use jyada pyar karne vali tumhe mil jayegi. Aur thodi der mai meri mummi aa gai. Wo mummi se milkar chala gaya.. us raat mai roti rahi apne pyar par aur kismet par.. maine kabhi bhi use apne pyar ka izhar nahi kiya . mai darti thi. Us din ke baad wo mujhe har roj phone karta.. ek din maine majhak mai us se puncha ki agar tumhe fir kisise pyar ho gaya to? Nahi to koi ek ladki tumhe behad pyar katri ho to tum kya karoge.. usne meri aadhi baant kattehi turant kaha ki, meri life mai anjana ki jagah koi nahi le sakta… mai bas use hi pyar karta hu, aur usise karta rahunga….mai puchchap uski baant sun rahi thi.. maine abhi tak use nahi kaha tha ki mai tumse behad pyar karti hu…. Aur wo bhi shayad mere pyar ko samajh nahi paya….
Wo abhi Indian and western music sikh raha he. Use aaj tak maloom nahi ki, jis ke sath wo inte dinose… ya fir ye kaho ki 12 sallose baant kar raha he, wo use behad aur anpne jjan se jyada pyar karti he……… par aajtak wo anjana ko nahi bhula… wo hamesha us ke bare me bant karte he… aur mai pagal… anjana ka naam uske muh se sunte hi poatthar bane bas use dekhti rehti………….shayad kabhi to use mere aankhome pyar nazar aaye……..
Aur shayad kabhi wo anjana ko bhool kar mujhe apnaye...
maie bas uska intzar karungi.......... tab tak .....jab wo mujhe khud aakar kahe I LOVE YOU.....
Hum dono bachpan se sath hi padhe the. School bhi ek hi tha. Hum school ek sath aate jate the.wo mujhse bahut darta he Q ki me pahle se hi bahut strong rahi hu.. mujhe kabhi bhi ladko se baat karna achcha nahi lagta tha. Seven std ke bad me apni buwa ke ghar gayi.. mammi aur papane mujhe aagegi padhai ke liye wahi par chhod diya…maine 10th waha par hi complete ki aur fir mai humare ghar aa gayi . jab mai waha par aayi tab mujhe pata chala ki mayur abhi waha nahi he..wo apni aageki padhai karne ke liye apne gaav gaya tha aur ye bhi pata chala ki uske pitaji ab is duniya me nahi rahe.. mujhe ye sunkar bahut duk hua. Par mere pas aisa koi rasta nahi tha ki mai us se contact kar saku..kuch din bit gaye. Mere 10th ka result aane wale the. mai use lene apni buwaji key aha gayi thi . apne ghar aane ke baad mujhe pata chala ki wo bhi gaav se aa gaya he..mai turant us se milne uske ghar gai par wo kahi bahar gaya tha..maine 11th me admission le liya.. kuch din bad collage shuru ho gaya.. collage ke pahale din mai nikli to bus stop par wo khada tha. Mai bahut khush hui..tab mujhe pata chala ki usne bhi usi collage me ad. Liya he…mai use aur bante karna chahti thi par utne me bas aa gayi aur haum collage gaye.. us din se hum roz sath aate the..wo kabhi kabhi mere ghar bhi aaya karta tha, mujhe us se bante karna bahut achcha lagta tha. Par wo kabhi bhi mujhse khulkar baant nahi karta. Aise hi two years bit gaye . Humare 12th ke exam chalu the.
Humara last twelve ka pepper tha us din mai bahut hi khush thi…pepper de kar mai ghar jaane ke liye nikli tabhi mujhe uska phone aa gaya . usne mujhe kaha ki mujhe tumse milna he abhi, mai thodi hairan si ho gai aur thodi khush bhi. Mujhe laga shayad aaj wo mujhe apne pyar ka izhar kar dega par aisi koi baat nahi…actuali use mere chhoti bahan ke liye gift kharidna tha, par mai khuch aur hi samajh baithi.. usne mere chhoti bahan ke liye fish aur ek chhotasa fish tank kharida .hum dono ghar aa gaye… ghar aane me thodi deri hui thi, mai bahut dar gayi thi ki, shayad mammi datengi. Par wo mujhe ghar chodne aa gaya… usne mummi se kaha ki uske wajah se mujhe ghar aane me deri ho gai..
Fir us din ke baad mai use aur hi pasand karne lagi… mujhe har wakt uske phone ka intzar laga rehta..par wo kabhi kabar phone karta. Fir ek din wo mere ghar aa gaya. Mere ghar me koi nahi tha mai bus akeli thi . use laga ki shayad yeh achchi baat nahi ki hum dono akele ghar me….usne sirf paani piya aur turant jaane laga. Tab maine use roka…maine kaha are ase bhi q dar rahe ho.. hum dono baant karte baithe…… apni bachpan ki bante… apni school ki baante.. tab maine aise hi pucha ki….kya wo kisise pyar karta he… tab usne kaha ki haan…. Meri aankhone jaise chamak si jha gai .. maine thode sharmate hi uska naam pucha…usne naam bataya..ANJANA. meri pairo tali jamin khisak gai.. maine fir pucha usne wohi jawab diya.. fir usne mujhe sab bataya ki wo anjana se 4 saal pahale yaani ki 8th std me mila tha tabhi se unka affair chal raha tha..lekin anjana ne uske sath dhoka kiya…usne mujhe batayaki.. jab hum last 12th ke pepper ke baad mile the..to us wakt anjana ne hume dekha tha.. aur use laga ki hum donoka kuch chakkar chal raha he.. mai yeh sunkar shok ho gai .. usne bataya ki jab hum us time fish kharidne gaye the tab anjana ko laga ki hum dono boting karne gaye he..
Mayur bata raha tha. Aur mai sunn hokar uski baante sun rahi thi. Mayur ne aage bataya ki ab anjana ki shadi ho chuki he. Aur usne love marriage kar liya he..wo bahut apset hua… baant karte karte wo ro ne laga…. Maine use kaha ki ab use bhul jaao shayad use jyada pyar karne vali tumhe mil jayegi. Aur thodi der mai meri mummi aa gai. Wo mummi se milkar chala gaya.. us raat mai roti rahi apne pyar par aur kismet par.. maine kabhi bhi use apne pyar ka izhar nahi kiya . mai darti thi. Us din ke baad wo mujhe har roj phone karta.. ek din maine majhak mai us se puncha ki agar tumhe fir kisise pyar ho gaya to? Nahi to koi ek ladki tumhe behad pyar katri ho to tum kya karoge.. usne meri aadhi baant kattehi turant kaha ki, meri life mai anjana ki jagah koi nahi le sakta… mai bas use hi pyar karta hu, aur usise karta rahunga….mai puchchap uski baant sun rahi thi.. maine abhi tak use nahi kaha tha ki mai tumse behad pyar karti hu…. Aur wo bhi shayad mere pyar ko samajh nahi paya….
Wo abhi Indian and western music sikh raha he. Use aaj tak maloom nahi ki, jis ke sath wo inte dinose… ya fir ye kaho ki 12 sallose baant kar raha he, wo use behad aur anpne jjan se jyada pyar karti he……… par aajtak wo anjana ko nahi bhula… wo hamesha us ke bare me bant karte he… aur mai pagal… anjana ka naam uske muh se sunte hi poatthar bane bas use dekhti rehti………….shayad kabhi to use mere aankhome pyar nazar aaye……..
Aur shayad kabhi wo anjana ko bhool kar mujhe apnaye...
maie bas uska intzar karungi.......... tab tak .....jab wo mujhe khud aakar kahe I LOVE YOU.....
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aap ne agar use abhi nahi bataya to bahut derr ho jayegi. use pata kaise chalega? mere khayal se aapko use batana chahiye,
tum use sab sach bata do trust me wo inkar nhi karega
ap jaldi se jakr use bta do.
Ap uske bina rah sakte ho lakin khush ni rah sakte isliye jaldi se bta do
vo apko apna lega ml pat h ager ap anjana se jyada pyar krti ho to or ap krti ho or anjana ko to khud apne pyar pr hi yakin ni h or ek moka ni diya uskn tn vo kya pyar krti hogi
isliye ap kah do ab der mt kro
mere hisab se aapko use bata dena chahye ki aap use kitna pyar karti ho woh ab akela hai use kisi ki jarurat hai muje belive hai ki woh apne gham ko bhulakar tumse pyar jarur karne lagega...but ause batane me der mat karo aisa na ho ki tumhe batane me der ho jaye
kisi se tum pyar karo,to fir izhaar karo
BEST OF LUCK FOR YOUR LOVE
Poojaji ye thk nhi h. Are yr itne year bit gye kam se kam use bta to do ki ap usse kitna pyr krti ho.
Ab wo akela h isse phle ki uski lyf me aur koi aaye
apko use sb kuch bta dena chaiye.
Tumhari kahani ajab hai
Apne pahele se hi der kar di....he....yar....apko pata he....vo....apse pyar krta he...bt.....usko..shayd khud nahi malum ki....vo..tumse..pyar karata he.....agar ap...usko...propose karogi ke......me manata hu..ki..vo..inkar nahi karega........its true...........dekhana.........prove....ye he ki...vo..apko..harroj call krta he......samje......vo pyar krta he.....apse.........shayad...chalo...pyar na karrta ho..to.....ussko..propose ke bad me...pyar...hona hi he...apase.......fb..id..rdpipaliya02@rediffmail.com.....plz..visit....krna.....plzzzz
agar aap unse kuch batayengi nahi to unko kaise pata chalega ki aap unse kitna payar karti hai.
agar aap nahi bta sakti hai to unka no. de digiye hum bta denge
please bta diye unhe...yakin kije aapko aapka pyaar mil jayga..its true.
Nice
Bol da abhi bhi time hai... I wish vo apki baat samjhega... And tum hi ek aise ladki ho jo anjna ko bhulane mei uski help kar sakti ho...
tumari story sun kar accha lga, ki koi ldki kisi ldke ko itna pyar karti h....nhi to ldkiyan sirf dil todna jaanti h.. mujhe tumari story padh kar aisa lgta h ki wo ldka bhi tumhe pyar karta h. me aisa isliye kh rha hu kyunki agar wo tumhe pyar nhi karta to tumsi itni saari baatein aur apni dill ki baatein nhi karta but shyad abhi wo is baat ko samaj nhi pa rha h ki wo tumhe pasand karta h.. isliye pooja ji tumhe hi phele aage bd kar shuruaat karni hogi aur apne pyar ka ikraar karna hoga.. us time usse shayad ajeb lge, but baad me wo bhi samjenga ki wo bhi tumse utna hi pyar karta h jitna tum usse..aur tumhe tumara pyar jarur mil jaayenga.....but pooja start tumhe hi karna hoa, kyunki wo khud abhi is baat ko samaj nhi pa rhe h.... so best of luck..
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